Do you even understand why you enjoy anger, frustration, sorrow and misery? Would you like to fully comprehend why?
The facade of being in control, or holding onto power, can blind our eyes from the truth. As we believe what we want, & most individuals always will. They will be stuck in this game of forgetting. Or is it the game of remembering? Either way you look at it, this reality and thing called life is one amazing ride. With ups and downs it can again confuse us as we attempt to find happiness. Looking for something you already and will always have makes you misplace it. Like losing your keys while they are right inside your very pocket. Losing yourself inside the mirror is just what happens. We may not intend to find the worst side of ourselves. But the way we access those feel good chemicals such as dopamine will shape our disposition. If you are not careful, it is easy to slip into the depths of despair at any moment. You must always stand guard down the hallways of the mind. You and you alone decide your own fate. Neuro linguistic programming is all we ever really do as we reaffirm our belief structures.
I know what it feels & seems like while under the influence of the chemical release responses that are connected to pain and anger. It seems as if the walls are closing in at times, or you have painted yourself into the corner of pain. This is due to that being the truth. We basically hide from the truth all in order to assume and believe that we are always correct. On top of all that, we also want to complain about how reality unfolded. This is lunacy due to the fact that your complaint is a contradiction of intrest. As you create reality to unfold in the ways that it does. To complain and claim that you could do a better job, is insanity. You just did an amazing job at tricking yourself into thinking you didn't create what just happened. Through your thoughts that you do and do not control. To grasp for control is to lose grip of what you had all along.
Same goes for happiness and joy. You are happiness and joy, if you would only allow it. Allowence is meant for you to let go of that old thought processes. Let go of what you use to do to become happy. If it isn't working, & it's not. Why do you cling onto pain? This is again, due to our addiction to feeling alive. Every emotional outburst or reaction means the exact same thing. Energy pulsing to make you more & more alert. Becoming aware is a side affect of being alive. Our survival mechanisms will dictate this experience. That is "unless or only if" your beliefs are to solidified and actually confine you inside a little box of perceptions. This little box is only as large as you will allow it to expand. Same as the brains capabilities and capacities. Similar to that of a gold fish and it's limitations of a container. The larger the container without an apex predator. That gold fish becomes the apex predator. As a simple cute gold fish is beautiful to us. It is also deadly to its pray. Mystical as well as dangerously enticing, pleasure and pain are at the same end of the stick.
We access dopamine through jealousy, envy, greed, & gluttony because we have lost our way. If this is starting to sound familiar it is due to this being completely natural. We all feel good doing what we enjoy until we run out of dopamine. Soon as we do, and that dopamine well runs dry. We typically won't want to or ever put what we are doing down. We have associated a set back or a hiccup with anger & frustration. A hurdle that we put in front of ourselves becomes the enemy we are able to blame. Wanting to blame something is wanting to name something. Naming things limit their existential reach into our very soul. As you name anything, you confine it to a single task aspect. In turn you confine yourself in the same exact breath. The negative aspect of dopamine access will dictate we forget the truth that we are throwing away. You are the manifestation as well as the one that manifests.
Accessing dopamine through pain and anguish is left up to our demand for instant gratification. As you get angry to be happy there are a few extra chemicals being released into the blood stream. This is thanks to our survival mechanisms being so inticing and exciting. Sure we get levels of dopamine from being happy. But the combination of adrenaline, ADP, & dopamine mixing with serotonin. Are just the beginning of the laundry list of chemicals released theough fear and anxiety. Misunderstanding that we access every chemical release response through every individual emotion equally, can make us act a little insane. We simply believe that our emotions won't ever come back. Thinking our thoughts or emotions just dissapear into thin air is all too common. Especially when you allow fear to dictate your thoughts and actions. When the body is in control, the mind is along for the ride. Vise versa and the same goes for when we shift our perspectives around. A mental shift is all that it really takes to access self comtrol & joy again. Happiness and joy on an unprecedented level awaits everyone that knows how to let go of wanting it.
If you have trouble being happy and finding joy from self control I understand. I was there! I can relate to the feeling of despair and solitude. Feeling as if no one understands is as well common in this realm of duality. Thought and thought alone can confine or release us from our suffering. That is how we suffer in the first place. To let go of sufferimg is to allow life to unfold at its will. Without needing validity or to feed the addiction called complaint and blame. Letting go of blame is also very difficult for us as humans. Clinging is what we do best. Feeling we must cling to life is all due to knowing our own mortality. But this too is a lie, the parameters of life are to die. That doesn't mean anything ever ends. Because it truly does Not! I understand how our filters make us believe that we are not the sacrifice. But I assure you, everything you eat gave itself for you, because it is a part of you. You are an astral worm or snake. Eating it's own tail to survive. Grown to a point of self sustainability. As long as the thought of you is fed correctly. If not, you as a thought will be forgot and fade into the shadows to haunt those that are still dreaming and living. Becoming a shadow walker is easier than you might think. Just give in to doubt, sorrow, & pain. Compromise morals and ethics and you will slip into the shadows as well.
As always I thank you for your time and consideration. Through understanding we can begin to make a stand. Standing up for ourselves is what is necessary. You are your own worst enemy. So you must stand up to youslrself and become the best you that you are, & can be. We can get caught up in the thrawls of life very easily. Make sure to keep the self abuse inside and not even allow it to form. Learn how to keep self abuse from even hurting you.
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Namaste
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