Dinner and dialouge "let's get to the root of domestic violence"

  Is there a way to find self control? Can I find my way back into enjoying life? Will I be able to taste the fruits of my labor and live again? I know I'm upset, how can I change that? Has anyone ever been able to turn this anger around? If they did, shouldn't I be able to too?   Self control is the peak of the human experience, is it not? Saught after the world around! With our evolutionary track leading out of the animalistic desires of the body. Self control is always close within grasp. Yet so far out of reach it seems almost impossible. As we jump into emotional reactions because that is all too natural. We tend to lose sight of what is really important. As we are caught up in the whirlwind of emotions due to exposure to exterior stimulation. Also kept from interwoven connection because of the same exposure. Desensitization is a strange experience. As we expose ourselves to anything, desensitization is a byproduct. How much or exactly what we are ...

  Why did Einstein take power naps every two hours? Why wouldn't he just sleep all night like most individuals? Why would you want to wake up so many times? Why would anyone want to sleep so little but so much? Why is it so hard to get up some mornings? Wouldn't that feeling last all day to never want to wake up and get going? How much could you get done by sleeping when you run into a problem or complication? Could there be reasons to control sleep and our attitude when it comes to sleep and waking up? How often should I wake up or go to sleep? What benefits come from sleeping on demand? What good could come from shutting down and resting up when you aren't necessarily tired from labor or actions? Why should I control my sleep schedule?   As we slip into sleep there a lot of things that happen. As soon as we go unconscious and drift away to dream. We get out of the way. Our opinions aside the brain is able to do its job. Without adding in hiccups or...

  The Carnival Of Chaos grows into the carnival of carnage. What a sight to be seen. With shadows & fear around every corner. Frustration and anger found within every mirror. Hatred boils inside the mind of the abandoned, repressed & enslaved. Life may never be tasted by those that constantly crave. Wanting & striving for what you already have, makes it fade away into the distant haze of confusion. Lost within the maze of the mind. Caught up in the cataclysm of illusion our thoughts wonder endlessly. The thought on top constantly running you down! With nowhere to hide form your own subconscious mind. The torment you find resides within. Due to expectations and assumptions mixed with judgment inside of judgment. We may never escape from the mental torment of a negativity derivative or framework laid. The roots of the problems always reside within. Look deep into yourself and behind your words & actions to find true intentions. View them to be able to proc...

  The mental cave will either be a sanctuary or a cell. As we dwell on negativity our mind seems to make the walls close in on us. Only able to think of the wprdt case scenario is only natural. As we are able to precieve things as they are as well as how we think they should be. Our worst fears seem to keep us from taking action. Finding that we weren't ever in danger still won't keep us from imagining the worst of the worst. The truth behind the truth remains in the darkness. The mind that assumes attack will find reasons of feeling attacked. As the persecuted will always assume persecution. Our mentality dictates everything about how we precieve what happens. Keeping an open mind may or may not help much. Letting our thought run wild is common in our lives today. If you don't understand what the thought on top is saying. Then the contradictions that arise will only cause confusion. An addiction to following the running thought will form into many forms of acti...

  Feeling alienated and alone is nothing more the the egoic trick of seclusion. To witness others back and forth banter of a personal nature seems to infect us. As it were, everyone wants to join in on "talkin shit". As we witness individuals interact with one another it holds a striking resemblance of the school yard. The need to join the group seems to be overwhelming. This will spill over from work to the home setting. Enabling good faithful Christian pastors to bend the rules a little. The acceptance of any group has a power that unity holds onto. The facade of unity only brings dissapointment when we reach for acceptance that we always had. Grasping for anything we have, makes us feel as if it is gone. Not being able to remember that we came from unconditional acceptance is all too common. This is another trick palyed by the egoic nature of seclusion. But being an individual is as important as being interwoven and connected. Wanting someone to like you makes ...

  It all comes down to the access of those little dopamine reserves. Basically everything you will ever say or do, is all based around those simple little dopamine reserves, and the rest of the chemical responses of course. Now, everything we say and do are also linked into validity. "In the hopes of being noticed". Not only are we constantly crying for attention. Soon as we find that validity, it is never enough. Addicted to literally everything we are & will ever be exposed to. What we are truly addicted to is life itself. "Ahhh"!, the feeling of being alive. Caught up in the whirlwind of pain and misery can tend to be confusing. Life is a tug of war at times with being angry and letting thigs just happen. As it were, we simply enjoy being mad so much, that it becomes our chosen constant state of being. You will be something. If you are in control of what you will be, & are becoming, or are now, remains to be seen. Even when we think we are in ...

   I would like to give you the tools to do just that! This is a book that will build self control on an unprecedented level! With this step by step instructional handbook you will unlock yourself and your potential. This book contains how to end the affliction and addiction to the running thought, or any uncontrollable action/addiction at all. This book is the next level in reprogramming the subconscious, the brain, body, mind chatter, as well as reality itself. To what level we each individually take that remains to be seen and only time will tell. With this step by step guide to manifestation any of any goal desired, there is no telling what the future holds for humanity, or us as individuals.    With this book you will be able to wash your ego entirely clean and build a new one from the ashes of the old you. You will be able to build a new self image, personality, and personal identity. Any personal help that may be required is available through my spiritual/life...